My 102 Post

Hamesha n forever

hum hanse to hansa

Hole se phr sara jahan

to agar hai yahan

to ye angan bhe hai gulistan

saya tere hum sabhi

rahe dil main ab har tere bt bhe

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

pyar main de na paya utna tujhe

jitna tera haq tha

the ye khata

par hote gaye

mera tu hai mujh par bas tha

ansu tere parchaye meri

kaise banun ab teri dawa

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

yad hamen itna rakhna

k wo faisle

rehne tm lag k galey

ab na dunge main rasta

jb hunge ratse main mushkilain

ankhion se kahna rulayen na

un hathon main bus khushiyan he rakhna

hamesha n forever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

this is a song which i wanted to share with u.

this is my 102 post ….. i myself coukdn’t get to knw k main ne itna sb kb likh….. n q likha

But one thing i knw is i have got  a family here

a HUGE family with lots of brother, dees n friend,,,, i myself dn’t knw when i hab became a part of such big family..

Wasif bhai……. the adorable brother anyone ever have….. pata hai kiya main Allah ta’la se wihs krte hun k Allah ta’la k reality ap mere bare bhai hote jo mujhe har chez se bachate…… he is the most sincere being in this world… u never had made me realise how much i tease u irritates u… i m sorry for that…… n u r the one who used to like every thing on my blog … than u thank u sooo much for always being there for me

CU_PU_TU  my deeeee …….. i love u deee……. …… I pray to Allah ta’la that he makes ur every wish to come true…… thnx for guiding me when there was no one to help me out…… in bad times n not so good tyme ur were the one who had always cheered me for everything for facing the realities… thnxxxxxx.. THANK U SOO MUCH

Adil bhai and Haris bhai and BMK DOT….. the most generous being on this earth….. thnx for believing me …… i love bmk when u calls me daktarni…… n thnk u all for praying for me in my exams……. i think i always had cleared bcoz of your wishes…..

Shagufta zehra… goofffffffyyyyyy……. motaloooooo…. i love u …. u were the one who had brought me to this blog world…. thnx for gib=ving me such a social life with u…… srsly….. n i wishes to Allah ta’la k tmhe Allah  ta’la ek Oncologist zarir bnayen…….. thnx for helping me in my bad times…. n sorry if i ever being rude to u….

Yusra Tarick Mansoor , Iqra Tarck Mansoor and Ph_Princess………. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…………….. i love u alll ….. suchi muchi…… pata hai the three gorgeous ladiyes on platform…… i m so lucky to have u as friends ….. Itm…. u r the gorgeuos princess on this earth n I wish k tmhe ek bht handsome sa charming se prince mile:)… Ytm… motiiiii,,, actually u r moti more than me na tbhe kahte hue… sorry if i evre did hurt u…….  i wish Allah ta’la plzz ye jo pagal si lari hai ne us ke har khawish ko pura kar lijye…. Ph_ … actaulkly er are form the same school i have always found u making people happy… but today i wish k Allah ta’la tmhe duniya ke ahr khushi dennn

Spotless soul…….. Hira … u r my sweetheart…… thnx for fixing me in my bad times….. I wish Allah ta’la plzzzzz Allah ta’la ye jo larki hai ne us ne hamesha sb ko khushi de hai to plzz Allh ta’la ap kbhe Hira ko udas mat kijyega…….. n to day i will say u r my adorable, geneorus honey pot n i love u

Ali AdnanX,  Nomi13ok, Maroof ahmed, Mahmud faisal , Naveed Taji and Fahad Naemm….. u people actually fixes my mood when i so in bad mood…. u had mde me laugh by teasing me in diffferent ways….thnx for always being there for me

Subohii and Maria Yousuf the two adorable sisters…….. i love your bolgsss alot… pata hai u people had made me fell that this world is pretty… n srsly i never knew it…. Maria your pictures are so perfetc seriously… n subohii api pata hai u write so well kisi ne ap se kaha hai k u r such a sweet hear … thnx

Ayesha_ch n Aasiyah… the two adorable ladies….. u r both are adorable friends pata hai…. I pray Allah ta’la He grabte u everything whatever u wanted to hace…. n i love you both
yes yes how can i forget u two……

Salman Saeed and Shaheryar the two incredible persons on this earth…… n i m lucky to have u both…… Salman i m sorry if i had ever hurted u i had ever been rude to u…. i m sorrryyy…. pata u r such an amazing photographer. … and as i said before the mmost handsome brother anyone colud ever ahve n yes MR shaheryar mujhe pata hai ap shikayat karene k main ne ap k liye q nhe likha i dunt have words to write for u…… u like a choote sir jee… who makes u happy with his smiley faces every time … n a little philospher… i some time assume u r not a younger brother to me but my Dada aba ….. thnx for making me happy every time…. pata hai I love u both =D

N ihave forgotten my sis actually….. Rida munaf ao se kiya kahun thnx for bieng my sis

Carrynberry queen ……… my class mate thnx for comments at my blog…. i never knew that u r my class felow at first but the shagufta told me about u

Xerha….. an adorable person… srsly u have got an amazing blog……… n i love it completely…. i wis Allah ta’la bus hamen ab jaldi se Dr bna den “)

n too all the blogger who read my blog n appreciate it  srsly…. thnx every one

Another Rejection

Another rejection, another regretion.

But this time i’ll not let me defeat

but this time i’ll not let me compromise

For this time and for every time.

I will take u as a chalenge

Either i win or i lose.

I will not let u impose on me

Another rejection, another regretion.

U make me impede to a better conclusion,

U make me feel miserable for myself.

This time n for every time.

I will make myself self-assertive,

Wether i’ll be considered right or wrong,

I’ll not let u to malfunctioning.

Another rejection, Another Regretion.

i will not chase u anymore

I will not even explode every day

For this time and every time

I will strengthen myself to face u

Either ways i have to face u

I will be happy anyways

Protected: Complaints…. i never did……

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Bongi While Studying :P

while 3am in the night…. i was studying medicine…… Mr.Davidson jin ko un ke wife ne ghar se bhar nikal diya aur unhune hum jese students k lye itne moti book likhi…..

Plz everyone dunt dare to open it…. (Warna schi pagal kahane jama hna parega)

while i was studying medicine i wrote a shair on my note book:

Jesa bhe hun main subject tera hoon

main aj tujh se sach kch kah raha hun

K mere bin pass hna dushwar hai

aur mere he hath tera mustaqbil hai

srsly at midnight i was going crazy bcoz of Mr. Davidons (khd to chale gaye medicine chor gaye )

n now i have got a paper on monday of Periodontology aur us ke book to medicine se bhe moti hai aur mujhse uthte bhe nhe.

n now that book is singing a song for me nahe parha tune mujhe pora sal ab kiya hoga bacho tera hal

n now i have got papers to plzzz people do pray for me plzzzzzzz

PLejjjjjjjjjjjj dua karen k main achey achey num se pas hojaun

aur wo jo ganda wala board hai na meri uni main jis par ache ache students ka nam likha jata hai wahan mera bhe ajaye :S

plejjjjjjjjjj dua kijyega

Uljhi

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

Gherien hain jo khulte nhe

Rahein hain jo sulajhte nhe

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

Kis ka aitebar, Kis ka bharosa

Na koi apna, Na ko paraya

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

har rah par kadam larkharate hain

har bt par lab thartharate hain

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

jis rah par chalte hun

jis rah par nikalte hun

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

dil aur dimag hamra nhe

koi khushi raas nhe

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

Uljhi hun kch is tarah

N here is a song which i love to listen

WpbstNJ5vGE

Things my way

I take certain things my way

* When i dunt want to do certain  things……….. i dont do it anyhow.

* When i m pissed………… i dont talk to anyone.

* When i m angry………  i divert my mind… but i dont get angry on others nor hurt them.

* when someone hurts me by his/her words……  i disappear silently without a word.

* When i dont want to talk……. i dont .

*When i m disturb…… i start listening to songs.

*When i cry…….. i dunt want to have anyone beside me.

* When i m happy…………. i m happy like helll.

* When i dunt want to think about certain things…. i dont

*When i have moved forward……. I dont look back.

*When i have made a certain decision ….. i dunt think about it again

*When i had to do something…… I do it anyhow.

These are things that people have to face in me

n these days i m heading towards my final exams so i need ur wishes alot more……

So DO Pray for me plzzzzzzzzzzz

I n Me

ppl love charm of my eyes…bt cant notice the streams of tears thr
they see me smiling…bt cant find the hole inside my heart
they find me around ppl…bt cant feel the solitary soul of mine
then y the hell they claim to know me

Tears rolling down

It was never me. i used to be so daring. but what happened this is not me something is there which has changed me,,,,,, but I dunt knw what is there…….. these two past years.

I have lost my words………… I used to write like hell… n theses days i hardly tweet or tweet ages ago…..

I used to read novels like………… i won’t get them again but now i hardly like to open…

I used to study like i wont  get this time back……… but now i cannot even study………

I used to talk like i wont be able to speak again………….. but now it is like i m being dull and boring…

I used to face every hurdle like…. the most easiest thing to handle….. but now in little disastrous situation i cry like hell

I used to cry but i never cried infront of others……… but now i burst into tears…..

It is actually i m not…… but these days this is actually i m

these days i do turn everything into a complete mess

The way back to reality is difficult…..

It looks like i m stuck  in a lounge where u have  a way to get in but no way to get out…………..

Some lines from past

I wonder… If he still loves me?

or in some days i would be only past for him

I wonder… IF he still misses me?

Or he is got busy with his own life?

I wonder… If still i m the one he’s dreaming of?

or new fantasies has been set up by him?

I wonder… If still he thinks of me before closing his eyes to get sleep?

Or i m worth something that can be replaced?

I wonder… If still i have his heart to help me survive?

or the one beating in me is just a small piece of it bearing all the love for him?

I keep and keep wondering…  But i get no answer…

I wonder… If still his curiosity of solving me is same?

Or i exist no more in this big big world of his?

ME

Tired of being called careless every time

I’m here in this life to be valued.

Accept me as i m, Don’t change me please.

I too won’t demand any changes in u.

Broken, hurt, afraid and lost,

I dunt need more words to define what is true;

Love me or hate me but please dunt leave me ;

I’ll n always forever will admire u.

I don’t want things to get messed up,

nor i want them to be same as they are.

It’s difficult to cross all the hurdles;

n so i dunt want to be considered wrong again

Please accept me as I’m don’t change me please………….